I want to exercise and run in the morning. I want to, really. The motivation is there, but my body don’t want to leave my bed. Then my brain would join and think thoughts like there’s murderer outside the house waiting for me to come out, the streets would be deserted and there’ll be no one to respond when I call for help. Oh, help me. I guess I’ll just continue imagining my morning jog till I got tired of it, which I think is so not part of my future.
Sorry I’ve been busy with school. The 2nd Semester started couple of weeks ago, and I’m still adjusting with some of my new classmates since half of my last class is still with me.
At least this time the rift is slowly disintegrating.
my best friend won’t even talk to me. ugh.
kind of wondering why.
actually, formulating tons of reasons and none of them making sense,really.
watched Perks of Being a Wallflower with Ivy, Shere, and Guillian earlier.
I should say, I enjoyed it very much.
Owed a lot to Ezra’s very cute face.
I could see Shame and Failure already.
Aaarrrggghhh. My goodness.
Why did I even—ugh.
i cried earlier over some stupid topic.
but not really. Oh let’s just forget about it.
Currently working on my younger cousin’s book report for tomorrow.
Sometimes, it sucks being the older kid.
I knew I should have finished these last week.
Cramming mode. As always.
And it’s not just one, mind you.
I have to make four of them.
not real sure if I should be happy or disappointed.
Secretly hoping to come through for the GLORY of it.
Secretly hoping to get eliminated early for the sake of getting my schedule back.